settle down

I've been taken aback by the coldness I've got from you
tell me is it true that I've been nothing at all
But I hold you tight and have a walk in that park we loved,
but the conversation is dry
oh my god i'm trying to keep you in love

But would you,
Settle Down,
Settle Down,
With me now and Forever- Gentle Bones ( Settle Down)

idk what to do anymore. i'm worn out, tired, but i am leaving it to God & yet i'm still holding on,because it's his conviction that hits me to hang on.

Choice

it pretty sums up all my frustration that i had in my previous post. i felt so lost, i felt worn out, i felt tired. i wasn't even sure if i had chose the right person, pick the right choices. i wasn't sure.

we've been through a whole year of hardships, and now we are nothing more, nothing less. I feel hurt because it wasn't what i was expecting it to be, i though we could be more than whatever we are now?

but still after all we have been through, i'm still holding on. because love is making a deliberate choice to love that imperfect person.